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Do You Know How It Feels? by StarrySkyWolfYT Do You Know How It Feels? :iconstarryskywolfyt:StarrySkyWolfYT 2 0
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Forever and Always (Epilogue)
The night after Alex's dreaded funeral is different. There's no crying, no screams.
Just...
Silence.
I cry softly into the pillows, feeling lonely, wishing for him there beside me.
But he's not.
I open the window to see a sky full of stars. Where are you Alex?
I feel my tears run down my face and onto the windowsill.
The wind whispers in my face.
I feel a soft hand on my shoulder.
'Come on Laf, you're just hallucinating.' I say to myself.
The hand shakes my shoulder lightly.
I take a breath and look behind me.
Alex stands there, shining like stars, his cuts and wounds gone, looking young again.
He wears a white jacket, white clothing, his hair back.
He looks like when I first met him.
I cry as he spreads his arms wide, embracing me into a hug.
I scream into his shoulder.
'Laf...' He whispers, rubbing my back.
I cry hard, harder then I ever have before.
Alex sighs and pulls my head away from his shoulder, tears striking his own ghostly face.
He says. 'I'm sorry...I couldn't bear it...'
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Forever and Always (Chp.9)
Alex doesn't come out of his room the next day.
I'm worried. Is he mad at me from the fight we had? About me loving him? What did I do wrong?
He also stayed in there through dinner. I heard a scream and a swish of a blade, but when I checked to see if he was sleeping...he was fine...
He was breathing and everything. His heart was beating and his breathing was fine. His jaw also stopped bleeding. I kissed him a soft goodnight.
And that was the last of when I saw him yesterday.
It's morning now, and he hasn't come down for breakfast.
Yet.
I decide it's the best idea to check on him. I did hear a thump early in the morning.
Hm...must've been the wind.
I walk up the stairs to his room, candlelight streams out the crack under his door.
I knock on the door.
I'm greeted with silence.
I open the door, careful not to wake him.
A folded piece of parchment sticks to the handle of his door.
I take it.
'I've decided to sleep in this morning, I'd rather for eternity.'
I sigh and walk in to check on
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Forever and Always (Chp.8)
I see Alex bolt into the house and slam the door anxiously behind him.
He doubles over and wheezes for breath.
'Alex...?' I look at him.
He looks up at me. 'What?'
'You okay?' I ask.
His expression looks horrifically tired. I sit him down.
His breaths are short and don't have a lot of effort put into them.
'Breathe Alex,' I say calmly, 'Breathe...'
Alex tries to breath. Only a small whimper comes out of him.
'Alex...?' I look at him worriedly.
He says. 'Drunks...chase...stitch...death...guns...'
I cock my head. 'Alex...?'
He screams.
I put a hand over his mouth to stop him screaming.
'Alex. Stop. It's horrible.'
He lets out a growl and tries to bite my hand.
He's unsuccessful.
'HEY!'I exclaim, shocked.
Alex stands up, still out of breath. 'Get...off of...me...'
'What?' I'm confused.
He snarls. 'CAN YOU SPEAK ENGLISH OR NOT?! THEY'RE ONLY FOUR WORDS AND YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THEM?!'
I'm speechless.
'Now I wonder why I actually CARE about you.' He then says, 'Oh, that's right...I DON'T.'
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Dear Bullies
Dear Bullies,
You think your so high above others, so high that you think you can push them in the halls, throws insults, blackmail people, gossip false rumours about them behind their backs, hit and trip people, give people living hell that may lead to themselves ending their lives one day.
That's not on. I'm sorry.
If you don't believe me, then read my story.
In the first grade I was physically and mentally bullied, just for my freckles and my...oddness...
Yeah, PHYSICALLY and MENTALLY bullied. There were people telling me I wasn't pretty enough, people who told me that I wasn't smart, that I was a slow runner, that I wasn't a normal human being.
Well guess what.
Keep reading.
I started to cry to  my mother and tell her I wanted to stay home and not go to school. SEE? SEE WHAT EFFECT IT HAS?
Moving on.
I survived, moving two other schools. Again, in came the insults.
But this time.
I fought back.
You see, being bullied isn't fun. It may be fun to make people feel bad in your cas
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Forever and Always (Chp.7)
I bought you blue.
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Sweet Kitty by StarrySkyWolfYT Sweet Kitty :iconstarryskywolfyt:StarrySkyWolfYT 2 0
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Forever and Always (Chp.6)
I got you some covevefe
Freshly juiced.
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True Colours by StarrySkyWolfYT True Colours :iconstarryskywolfyt:StarrySkyWolfYT 1 0 Starry Night by StarrySkyWolfYT Starry Night :iconstarryskywolfyt:StarrySkyWolfYT 2 2
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Forever and Always (Chp.5)
MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORE
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Forever and Always (Chp.4)
Oh, another chapter!
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Forever and Always (Chp.3)
Yeah, another chapter.
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Forever and Always (Chp.2)
I look up as Alex opens the door, his head down.
"Hey..." I mutter.
Alex doesn't say anything. He drops the shopping bag on the table and sits darkly in the far corner, abnormally dim from the rest of the room.
I walk over to him.
"Alex," I say comfortingly, "you okay?"
Alex looks up at me, his face dripping with blood.
I choke back a scream at how bad the cut looks.
"What happened Alex..?" I ask, my voice cracking.
"Attack." He mumbles, looking down at his wrists.
I look at him. "What happened to them..?"
Alex looks entitled to himself when he says smugly, with a hint of a savage smile.
"Well, let's just say..." He pulls out a blade. "I kinda gave them what they deserved."
I whip a hand over my mouth. "Alex! You can't just kill someone!"
Alex crosses his legs over. "Ah, so you think there was only one of them? Nah." He breaks into a wicked chuckle. "There was five."
My voice cracks. "Alex..."
Alex looks at me, a small menacing grin on his face.
"I may have also gotten punched in the f
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Anxiety (vent)
My mind whirls around,
my stomach flips,
my limbs start to shake.
As my heart hammers in my chest,
This, this is called anxiety.
My throat dries up as my head starts to throb,
My arms and legs fold together as I collapse onto the floor.
"Dear god.." I wheeze.
I start to worry,
If I'll die,
If I'll faint.
No, I'm not.
"I'm fine." I tell myself, over and over. "I'm perfectly fine."
Then I realise, I'm wheezing.
My worry increases, my anxiety going down into my lungs.
This, dear reader, is a horrific monster known as a panic attack.
I live through those,
Step. By. Step.
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Forever and Always (Chp.1)
Chapter 1-
I sit in my desk chair, writing hundreds of paper. I hear a knock on the door.
I sigh and unfold my sleeves before saying.
"Come in."
Lafayette opens the door, a smile on his face.
"Hey Alex," he smiles, "watcha writing?"
I growl. "Government shit."
He sighs. "You've been writing that like three times this week, mon amou-" I stop him before he says it.
"Don't call me that." I say, my voice a low growl.
Lafayette sighs, but says sadly. "Moving on, I'm going to go and get some food, we're running out."
I put a hand on his shoulder. "I'll get it."
"But-"
"Lafayette," I stand, "remember the rumours of you and I in a relationship and your...'sexuality'...?"
He nods.
"Well, I think I should get it. They won't tease me as much."
He sighs. "Okay then."
I stand up and grab my coat. I get out my money and put it in the inside pocket of my coat.
Lafayette hugs me a goodbye. I reluctantly hug him back.
I walk out the front door, locking it behind me.
I step out into the cold and wet str
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After Alexander Hamilton's passing, Lafayette finds his dear friend's journal. He's taken away with what his 'lover' has written. Maybe it's the bittersweet relationship they shared, the misunderstood illness that drove Hamilton to insanity, Lafayette's anger towards him. Maybe, just maybe...
The hidden facts that he never told.



















Read more on the sequel that will be called.....
K E E P S C R O L L I N G









































The Lost History



Hope ya enjoy the upcoming sequel!
Cheers!
The night after Alex's dreaded funeral is different. There's no crying, no screams.
Just...
Silence.
I cry softly into the pillows, feeling lonely, wishing for him there beside me.
But he's not.
I open the window to see a sky full of stars. Where are you Alex?
I feel my tears run down my face and onto the windowsill.
The wind whispers in my face.
I feel a soft hand on my shoulder.
'Come on Laf, you're just hallucinating.' I say to myself.
The hand shakes my shoulder lightly.
I take a breath and look behind me.
Alex stands there, shining like stars, his cuts and wounds gone, looking young again.
He wears a white jacket, white clothing, his hair back.
He looks like when I first met him.
I cry as he spreads his arms wide, embracing me into a hug.
I scream into his shoulder.
'Laf...' He whispers, rubbing my back.
I cry hard, harder then I ever have before.
Alex sighs and pulls my head away from his shoulder, tears striking his own ghostly face.
He says. 'I'm sorry...I couldn't bear it...'
I look at him. 'They're gone right...? The voices...?'
He nods. 'All gone. They can't reach me here.'
I feel another tear come down my face. He smiles sadly and wipes it away.
I look him in the eye, his gaze not dying while looking at me.
'I miss you Alex.' I say sadly.
He inhales and exhales deeply. 'I know, I miss you too.'
A tear comes down his face as his jaw trembles, usually a sign of him breaking into tears.
He bites his lip, silent.
I break the silence. 'Is John there? Philip?'
He nods. 'All there.'
I smile, still sad.
I feel his hand link with mine. He says. 'I'm sorry for treating you the way I did...'
I sigh. 'It's okay. I know it wasn't the real you.'
He sighs. 'One minute I was fine the other my vision started to go weird and voices filled my head...'
I sigh. 'It was tough wasn't it...dealing with them?'
He nods.
I yawn. He looks at me, affection in his eye, a part of him I haven't seen for such a long time.
He smiles. 'You should get back to sleep.'
'But...I want to stay with you...'
Alex says reassuringly. 'If the stars show in the night sky, I'm there. I'll always be there.'
I sigh and lean in. 'Je t'aime Alex.'
He smiles. 'Je t'aime aussi.'
I kiss him.
When I open my eyes after a minute goes by, Alex is gone. I feel something in my hand, which was the one he was holding.
I open my my hand that is stuck in the position of when I was holding it.
I look down and smile.
In my hand, cold and small...
Is Alex's locket.
After Alexander Hamilton's passing, Lafayette finds his dear friend's journal. He's taken away with what his 'lover' has written. Maybe it's the bittersweet relationship they shared, the misunderstood illness that drove Hamilton to insanity, Lafayette's anger towards him. Maybe, just maybe...
The hidden facts that he never told.



















Read more on the sequel that will be called.....
K E E P S C R O L L I N G









































The Lost History



Hope ya enjoy the upcoming sequel!
Cheers!

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I ship us.. :3
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No. I'd rather not. Go die in a hole Clarry shipper.
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Nice to know.
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:3
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Thanka for the watch!
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*Thanks lol
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Ah, no problem!
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Welcome to dA! c: If you ever have a question or anything feel free to note me about it!
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Thanks so much!
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